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It has been 6 months, the hot summer has becomes cold winter, likes your love to me. But, my heart still stays in that softhearted days when you ride with me, go to the cinema, buy the latest publishing books, sing under the three. You always dress a nursery fabric pants, I dressing a one-piece dress with loose sequins. I still remember the low sounds come from our dresses contact. I believe we both love that sound, because you always make this sound deliberately. Our friends always call us kapok lover, not only because the flower is one of the specialty of your hometown, but also because this flower is our matcher. You must believe that day; we are meeting under the kapok. Since that day, we have a common dream – living under the kapok. Everything goes well in the first 3 months when we are both shocked by the power of love passion. Though, we never said “love” to each other, we can feel protection, admiration, eager between us. One of my friend said only the true love can give us this complex feeling, and only few people can resist it and keep it. I think we are not the few people, because, both of us has the experience of confused and don’t know how to deal with this relationship. So, we treat each other beyond friends, but under lovers. Yes, at that moment, I never doubt that I would be your lady, and our relationship would be known by all of our friends, and we would get all of their wishes as we deserve it, I even think that we are the person envied by people around us. Because, most of our friends tell me they never said a couple likes us, we are born for each other. You are sensible, life seems to be so boring for you, every day, you are submerged by a lot of digits, while I’m emotional, tears always full of my eyes, and we can always find that life is different and special to me. This difference never depart us in the first 3 months, in opposite, it improve us to be more perfect, we are deeply absorbed by each other, felt that we are teacher and student. Kapok three is the place we visit often, in April, we see its flowers blooming, the hero Flowers’ falling makes me cry, and that the beginning of the story, you come to me, comfort me “Kapok is the hero in flowers, she never cry for her falling, all of the other flowers’ heart will be broken when they are dumped by the three, they will keep their beauty until their body ten to rot” Your words stopped my tears, but I don’t know that in the future you are the exact one makes me cry again. The Kapok said we should cherish our lovers, but you didn’t do what she said, I tried not to reminds you that day your silence hurt me in the deep, I hate the concretionary and cold atmosphere between us, I had tried my best to melt it but failed, my tears falling down as you walk away from me, I stared at the Kapok, hope she will give me way to make you love me again, but she keep silence like you. A green leaf fell on my face; I know that is the end of the story. I have no encouragement to call you back, and I just to tell myself to be brave like the Kapok flowers keep my freedom and beauty though dumped by others. Now, when I reminds of you, tears still running in my eyes, I still expect for your back. You said Kapok is the hero in the flowers, and I ‘m now, realize that how much pain i should bear to be a hero like her, goodbye, my almost lover, i will forget you in the future and expect the next year’s Kapok flowers. This article is a Personal Statement from a lost girl, the whole article full of encourage to be a new person, it is said that a good farewell sound can bring a better future, let us bless all the people who feel frustrated in a unsuccessful relationship.
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